God gave me 3 BEAUTIFUL gifts... Life, Love and Family ... I give to Him my Faith in Him, my Loyalty to Him and my Praise for who He is!!!... My desire is to reach out and touch as many lives as possible for Him... YOU are SPECIAL!
Okay... this isn't spiritual... Just a catchy song that I can't get outta my head...
Monday, May 14, 2012
THE WORST WORDS... by Tawni Branz
I wrote this a few weeks after my mom passed away...
THE WORST WORDS
By Tawny Branz
Copyright 2007
WHO WOULD’VE THOUGHT THE WORST WORDS THAT I EVER COULD HAVE HEARD WERE “SHE LOVED YOU, DEAR, SO MUCH” –
I THOUGHT – OH GOD, I’VE GOT TO SEE HER
AND, WHAT DO YOU MEAN – SHE LOVED ME? SHE STILL LOVES ME?
RIGHT? SHE LOVES ME!
MY DAD – HE WRAPPED HIS ARMS AROUND ME TIGHT CAUSE I WAS FALLING
STANDING IN THAT HOSPITAL – THE SOUNDS OF NURSES CALLING.
OH, GOD – I CRIED! OH PLEASE, NO, GOD! I HAVE TO SEE MY MOM
JUST YESTERDAY WE WENT TO LUNCH – SHE’S FINE – SHE CAN’T BE GONE?
I DIDN’T GET TO SAY GOOD-BYE – THIS JUST CANT BE - I’M DREAMING
OH, WHY THEN AM I STANDING HERE – OH WHY THEN AM I SCREAMING?
WHO WOULD’VE THOUGHT THE WORST WORDS THAT I EVER COULD HAVE HEARD WERE “SHE LOVED YOU, DEAR, SO MUCH”
I THOUGHT – OH GOD, I’VE GOT TO SEE HER!
SHE’D ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO STOP BY LAST NIGHT TO VISIT
IT’S NOT MY FAULT I DIDN’T GO – IT’S NOT MY FAULT!
OR IS IT?!
I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO SEE HER -OH, IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN THIS
I WOULD HAVE SET ASIDE MY STUPID PLANS - I FEEL SO HOPELESS!
THEY LET ME IN TO SEE HER - LAYING THERE – BUT SHE’S
NOT BREATHING
I HARDLY CAN CONTAIN THIS PAIN – THIS ANGER – SO MUCH GRIEVING
AT LEAST I KNOW SHE LOVED ME – NOT JUST CAUSE MY FATHER
TOLD ME - BUT WHAT I WOULDN’T GIVE FOR ONE MORE CHANCE TO HAVE HER HOLD ME.
WHO WOULD’VE THOUGHT THE WORST WORDS THAT I EVER COULD HAVE HEARD WERE “SHE LOVED YOU, DEAR, SO MUCH” IF ONLY SOMEHOW I COULD HEAR HER
SAY THOSE WORDS – I LOVE YOU - BUT I’LL NEVER HAVE THAT HONOR
I STILL CAN HEAR MY FATHER’S WORDS – THOSE PAST TENSE WORDS
SAID FOR HER.
My mom, my BEST friend... I loved her more than just about anyone... But after she passed ohhh how I wished that I had done a better job of showing her just how much!
DONT WAIT SO LONG TO LET YOUR LOVED ONES KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM! YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THAT DAY WILL COME WHEN THEY ARE NO LONGER HERE TO SHOW OR TELL THEM.
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